Missing being spanked and being a bad girl

I miss being called a bad girl. I miss being spanked.

I haven't indulged in self-spanking for a while. Perhaps this weekend would be good to resurrect it.

Spanking my guy

I have been perfectly content putting away the spanking side of me and have loved being spanked by my guy since we have been together. An unexpected development happened over the weekend.

We were being intimate, with him on top of me. He was caressing my bare breasts as we were having sex.

"You are un-boob-lievable," he said to me, smiling with pride with that pun.
"That was bad!" I exclaimed, smacking his bare buttocks with both hands.

It was fun swatting him. He has a nice butt.

We then cuddled. We were chatting and I ended up saying that he was a bad boy.

"Do you want to spank me?" he asked.
"Really? You want to give it a try?" I asked.
"Sure. Let's try the paddle and see if I like it," he insisted.

He flipped over on his tummy. I got to slap each buttock with my leather paddle. It wasn't too hard. Medium in strength. I asked how he was. He was fine. He handled eight smacks. I then rubbed his buttocks and gave him a hug.

As expected, he doesn't get aroused being spanked. He does seeing my butt getting red and smacking it instead.

I'm glad that he wanted to give being spanked a try. I told him that he can continue to spank me, which we both looked at each other in agreement by smiling at each other.

Conversation about punishment, birthday spanking, and a red butt

My guy had this conversation the other day:

"You're good," my guy said to me about something we had talked about earlier.
"See, I'm a good girl. I don't need to be spanked," I teased.
"It doesn't matter whether you're a good or bad girl. You need to be punished," he reasoned.
"You have a nice butt," I said to him, as punishment reminded me of how nice it is groping his backside.
"Thanks. You have a cute butt, too. I like when I have spanked it and it's all red. You have photos to prove it," he replied.
"Yes. I like when you spank me hard," I admitted.
"You need to spank me to see whether I'd like it," he reminded me.
"I can give you a birthday spanking," I hinted.
"Okay. But, you can't spank me too hard. I have to work the next day," he warned.
"You can always stand up," I said, smiling.

I am glad that he is open to being spanked. I like the thought of giving him a birthday spanking.

Spanking me and potentially spanking him

This week has been a bonus good week with my guy. He came into the office to talk to various folks about an upcoming course that he is planning out. 

On Monday, I had a last-minute meeting to go to. Unfortunately, we couldn't go out for lunch together. However, I did manage to drop by the room that he was in a couple of times.

My guy gently brush my hair away from my face and tucked it behind my left ear. He admired my pink earrings again and told me that liked them. He also looked at my helix piercing and played with the beaded hoop.

He can't keep his hands off me at times. I am not complaining. He simply is making up for lost time. He managed to caress my breast by going under my v-neck purple sweater to play with it. 

I had to go to my meeting. I was standing up and mentioned that my butt was still sore from the spanking I got from him on Saturday. He gave me a couple of smacks. He's so mean, but I liked it.

He told me that we should explore spanking him one of these days. On Saturday, I caressed his butt, told him that I liked it and found it attractive, and gently gave him a few lovetaps. He enjoyed them.

Miracles can happen. I am glad that he is open to trying out being spanked.

Thinking about spanking my guy

I am in a reflective mood. It's not exactly a revelation. I just haven't had a chance to write a post while in such a mood for quite some time.

My last three spankings from my guy have been hard ones. Reflecting on these times makes me smile.

In all three cases, my backside was bare. I love when my pants and panties are pulled down for a spanking.

These days, my guy enjoys spanking me and I am grateful that he does! I can tell because he definitely gets into the spanker role. I like that he scolds me more these days while swatting my backside. The swats aren't as meticulous as they used to be. He changes up the pace and frequency of each swat, which I appreciate. I am sore for a couple of days, on average. It's a nice, constant reminder every time I sit down.

There are moments where I just want to spank my guy. I have been thinking more about spanking him these days. It's nice to think about it. I would like to act it out, though.

A couple of weeks ago, my guy was teasing me so much that I gave him a lovetap on his right buttock. He smiled. I know that he enjoys when I grope his backside. He has told me in the past that he wouldn't mind seeing whether he would like to be spanked, but we need a comfortable environment for him.

So, the next time we are on vacation together will likely be our experimental time. In the meantime, I am okay with continuing to dream about spanking him. And, if he hates being spanked, I have nothing to worry about. I am perfectly content that he loves to spank me.

Taking a BDSM quiz - my results

I like taking quizzes from time to time. And nope, I am not talking about quizzes for a couple of training courses that I am taking at work this week.

I stumbled across a BDSM quiz on Renee Rose's blog, which I sat down and diligently went through the seven pages of questions. The verdict? I am a switch.

• Switch - 96%
• Masochist - 86%
• Submissive - 79%
• Sadist - 75%
• Bondage - 71%
• Experimental - 68%
• Dominant - 64%
• Exhibitionist / Voyeur -  27%
• Degradation - 54%
• Vanilla - 25%

This result doesn't surprise me. For years, I enjoyed spanking my ex-hubby and being spanked. These days, I am exploring more of my submissive side with my guy. However, he has expressed interest in being spanked. I like the thought of having him over my lap for a spanking. I told him that we could explore this avenue when he was ready.

I am pleased that he likes when I touch his buttocks. It's promising. I am hopeful.

Counting while being spanked

Bare with me here (pun wasn't intended... honest!), as I take you through my twisted mind.

All week, Live! with Kelly has been giving moms money for doing various game show-like activities. At the end of the game, based on how many dolls had fresh diapers on them or how many mom singers were identified when their songs were played, mom contestants would get $100 for each correctly diapered doll or correct answer, respectively.

The counting of each hundred-dollar bill stimulated me. It was a bit of a surprise, at first. Just hearing the audience and the co-hosts shout, "One! Two! Three!" in unison reminded me of getting spanked.

I like being spanked on my birthday. One reason is that I like getting spanked my age over a clothed bottom, over my panties, and then across my bare bottom. The interesting tidbit is that I have never been asked to count each smack across my backside out loud. I do, however, count in my head, which turns me on.

Would I enjoy the semi-embarrassment of counting each smack that I get? I would need to explore this option. My guy, for instance, does keep tabs on how many smacks that he is administering. He, too, counts quietly.

To me, this observation is eye-opening. I am a numbers gal. I nearly majored in mathematics, but settled to minor in the subject as an undergraduate student. Although I have always enjoyed math, my love for the subject would have been heightened if I had applied it to something enjoyable, like spankings.

When I get to see my guy next week, I will need to see if my counting the swats that I receive would arouse us.

I haven't talked much about my guy as of late. The other day, he had told me that his mom had to go into the hospital for an emergency procedure. My guy handles stress well and he took this past week off to be with her. They are both doing well.

I am about to hit the sack. Sadly, counting sheep doesn't turn me on.